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Imagine you're in the middle of ocean —pasific, atlantic or whatever u name it— drowning, dying, cant do anything, slowly going deeper and deeper to the bottom of darkness. Losing hope.
It's me right now.
I was drowning in the darkness, and cannot go back. I'm losing hope.
I never had a home. Been my 11st month not coming back home made me realise, i never have a place to tell my story to. Ain't nobody callin' my phone. It feels like my life aint mine.
I'm physically and mentally weak, I know. Im such a bastard. Judge me whatever u're gonna say, underestimate me until you feel superior. Fuck with it, i dont care.
People say every life is precious but nobody care about mine.
It's me right now.
I was drowning in the darkness, and cannot go back. I'm losing hope.
I never had a home. Been my 11st month not coming back home made me realise, i never have a place to tell my story to. Ain't nobody callin' my phone. It feels like my life aint mine.
I'm physically and mentally weak, I know. Im such a bastard. Judge me whatever u're gonna say, underestimate me until you feel superior. Fuck with it, i dont care.
People say every life is precious but nobody care about mine.
Merasa tak ada tempat untuk berbagi itu memang menyesakkan, bahkan ingin marah, menangis atau apapun itulah. Tapi pas ngeliat salah satu video UAS, ketika ada pikiran seperti disuruh bergegaslah ke rumah sakit atau panti asuhan atau panti jompo sekalipun.
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You can be your very own best friend. Sometimes we wonder how could anyone does not care about us while we care about theirs. A lot. And when it happens, just turn your heart into yourself. Talk to yourself, and nothing's wrong about it. You can survive this.
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